From the bottom of my deep heart

Right now... i miss a friend of mine very very much. What's more, i know that now he is not feeling happy. He was always the best person to make me laugh last time & i would laugh soooo much until i can't sleep after chatting with him. Haha... Super hilarious & witty guy! I'm really proud to have him as my friend.

Those days talking, laughing & sharing happy times with him was soooo fun & memorable. He is a very special friend that gave me lotsa wonderful friendship memories we shared together. Though we hardly meet, but remembering him makes our friendship close at heart. I really miss him a lot! Though we are far in distance, but close at hearts.

I felt very happy to hear him say that i was the only one who can make him laugh when he was sad the last time i talked to him on the phone. That time, i was really wondering how is he doing so i buzzed him. I like to ring up some friends just to catch up with them & hear how they are doing. It is always a good thing to do for me coz i get to update myself about them & know what's good or not so good going on in their life. To me, friends are very important in my life & i really put them as one of my priority in life. Chatting with him that day made me feel very happy because we still can talk a lot & don't feel estrange despite not chatting with each other for quite a long time. I am very happy for that but was not happy for he was having some problems that time. Now, a great friend of mine who always & never fail to make me laugh is not feeling happy. I really wanna help him feel better & forget the sad stuff. I am infectious of peoples' feelings too. When somebody shares his or her problems with me, i will feel the sadness or happiness like how they feel.

Now i feel concern for my dear friend coz i really hope he can be happy again like the way he always is. Last time when we frequently keep in touch, we would laugh our ass out while chatting with each other & it even made me think about it again at some random times & i would just suddenly giggle or worse, randomly Laugh Out (typical me) when i think about his farnee jokes & stories. He is the best companion to make me laugh & share our daily stories together. We will never run out of topic & there's just so much to share until the wee hours.

Every single friend that has shared fond memories with me will never be forgotten by me no matter if i am still in frequent or less frequent contact with them. I never forget people that give me precious things in life, i always remember them in my heart. On a random note, i miss all of my house maids i had since young. I wonder if they still remember me or not. I treat them really well coz they were my best companion at home. I always can't bear to part with them when they are leaving to go back home. I Miss them so much... Back to my friends, I always put effort to keep in touch & do things to keep the friendship going, but it is hard to get friends that initiate too. Friendship is just like an art of life that needs passion to flourish it.

Now what i really hope to do is to have a good talk with my friend again like those good old days. He was also feeling down when I first got to know him. I am very glad i managed to cheer him up & shared his problems. Ahhhhhhhh...yet another friend in distress & i'm always the counsellor for the victims of love. Haha... I like it when friends find me to pour out their problems & i am always happy to help them sort out their thinking with a way to overcome the problem. It is a sense of satisfaction i feel when i manage to make someone happy. :)

To my dear friend...i really hope you will be optimistic to overcome your sadness & brace up again like your humorous self. I love your crazyass joker character & hope you'll laugh with me again! I miss you so very much... Life has more good things in store for you so, brace up & live it to the fullest! :) Lotsa misses...