Friday, April 25, 2008

I have sooo many things to say but i don't have time to slowly pen it down

I've been so busy since the pass few weeks & yes i know.....i haven't been blogging for quite some time. I yearn so much to blog about dear Pei Man's party but you know me....i'm so gonna elaborate nicely & so awwww~ u know.... about the whole thing. So blogging will take up a lot of time which i should utilise it for studying. Yeap....I'm in the midst of my finals now. No matter what, i will still update it later coz its a wonderful night to be remembered.


Suddenly... i felt like blogging about something. Many things are kept but unsaid. I still think its the wise way. Maybe? How do you people feel when the prospect of something is felt that it will be good or someone at first is so nice but later on things turn awry & your perception are all changed? It's really sad to see things change & never back to what it seems like before. Maybe the time to reveal true colors is up or simply because the act is over.


Imagine everything is doing fine, feeling happy & thankful about everything but there comes a time when people or situations just suddenly change in a blink. Compromise is something not everyone can practice coz humans have a melange of personality. Greed is something so dangerous that it can ruin relationship or even severe them. People's perception of you change when they see the real side of you. The acting is over so stop faking yourself if you are not what you make people think you are. In the very first place, why would a person act so nice but later on there's a metamorphosis of attitude? I think that if you're not a nice person in nature, why fake yourself to be a good Samaritan? In the end, you will never be able to pull of a good show for long & eventually you will shed your true colors.


Like what happened to someone estrange around me was so sad. Everything seems running smoothly for quite a long time but at a blink of an eye, the situation changed & you're left behind just because of something. If u guys are the type that cling on to hopes & dreams without thinking further out of the box, you really gotta wake up now. Nothing is forever as forever is uncertain.


Now that the milk is already spilt....how should things be handled to move on without carrying much burden? Sometimes when i sit & think back the past i felt disappointed about the way things turn out. Fakers are just losers who are parasites to others. Just forget about the ugly side & you yourself find your own path. Sometimes i think that the change is so sudden that it makes me stunned to figure out what is wrong. Ignorance, Selfishness, Greed, Proudness, talk big about ownself, irresponsible attitude, zero self-conscious, condemning others but you yourself ain't better off, unmature thinking, being inconsiderate, taking things for granted & Ungrateful to others are some of human characteristics that makes people sick. The farneest part is when more weird & unexpected act could actually be done.


Get a life & look yourself in the mirror before you speak & act. I can only say that im truly baffled by everything. Are you two-faced or do you have split personality? I don't give a damn anyway. Fakers get out of my sight. I dread listening to brags when you don't have that shit your talking about. Talking loud doesn't mean you're smart & your piece of mind is not needed in every situation. When its time to participate i only see a mute or a handicap there but when you're wished to be silent...goshhh! i heard that pigs can fly! My ohhh my~

I got a clear view of things now. Though sometimes it can be confusing but im sure things can't be any real. Actually i really hope for things to elevate itself but it doesn't seem possible. Not everyone is sensible to change things or even themselves. There's not even any initiative to make a change. Pathetic. It won't end so just be sanguine & forget it. :)

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