That feeling is back again

Currently im feeling kinda lethargic... mentally & physically. When my mind is left to idle about thoughts, i yearn so much to go to a place with pure serenity. Nothing to think about, just sheer relaxation.


When i was young...i always wish there's a special place i can go to whenever i need peace. The picture of that place still stays vividly in my memory. It's a cosy cottage at a meadow and the breeze always surrounds that place. I feel very relaxed picturing myself there.


Those houses really exist in overseas. If i build one here...i won't be able to bring out the ultimate tranquility. Gee....i really think a lot when i was young. I was a very deep thinker but now i don't have as much deep thoughts as last time. I guess it is because i love peace that i can be alone when i go shopping or have a meal.


I use to live my life being alone most of the time during my foundation year because my sister is always not at home at night. I will walk to the hawker situated opposite my house at PJ ss17 to have my dinner alone. Thoughts about my dear friends always flood my mind when im alone having my dinner there. I envy others who were enjoying dinner with their bunch of friends. They laughed & talked so loud. My friends stayed around ss 17 too but they will eat dinner around their area. We don't own a car that's why we don't meet up for dinner. Those hawkers recognise me very well especially the uncle who sells tong sui coz im the girl who always come alone...occasionally with my sister & friends. I feel like ss17 is my home. Im very familiar with that area...like its my territory. Haha... Man..........i really have to go back there again to revive back the good memories & eat there! :)


I have a lot of friends and I Love My FRIENDS a lotttt! But sometimes when i go shopping i don't know who to ask out. After thinking of who shall be the one i will end up going out myself. I don't have to trouble them to come out and accompany me. It's nice shopping alone but some people think it's impossible to do that. Haha...


My best friend is up in KL now! I have a great companion with me now. She is really my alter ego. Few days back she text me to share with me some thoughts troubling her. I was very glad she thought of sharing it with me coz i like to help my friends ease their burden & troubles away. I feel happy when i helped someone chase their blues away.


To all my dear friends, no matter where you are i still remember everyone of u even if we are not close or rarely communicate. I still remember most of of my primary school friends. Secondary friends like Duh~! Now i thought of this girl name Pathma who left Convent primary and went to another school. I always wonder where is she now & how is she doing. I also wondered whether Yiswaree will remember her or not coz we mingled together with her. Another friend that randomly came to my mind is Punitha. She is also from Convent primary and she was a prefect. She is really a very nice friend to me and i miss her so much after she left. I was very sad. I wonder where are the 2 of them now. Its always great to hear from people we haven't hear for a long time right?


Goshhhhhh.........! i am so random today. Must be all of the peace im yearning to have that is making me dwell on deep thoughts again. Well...i will be pumped up again for the day coz my daddy is coming up KL on Friday which is Today! I will go KL town to find him. YAYYYYY!


Alrighty...i shall stop now before i have more random thoughts. Haha...Take Care all my dear friends. Shin Yi...take care in australia yeah. Keep warm & enjoy yourself. I can feel your excitement from your blog. Wan Lin...share with me your thoughts. It's time to update me again! It's been a long time....long time.....since we last have a good chat. Juivy & Wan Hui....we'll see each other again soon! :) and etc............