Ughhh...

When I was really sick consecutively for the past few weeks, I was humbled down a lot when I really don't have the will to do or eat anything but just wish to get well really soon. Although that wasn't the worst I felt but, it was certainly the most rest I needed to regain a clear state of mind, body & soul. I felt weak on & off with blurry vision now & then. I was just too weak to drive out when the thought of the highway worries me that a 100 kmph car might even hit me. Having that blur vision on & off just fails me.

I finally felt some zest in me during the start of this week. That's when I could smile & feel some happiness again. Regaining back some energy is a total relieve! This sounds terrible but I ain't joking. I just want to feel healthy again. That was the only thing I wished for when I was suffering. A lil bit more to cure & I'll be fine. I do take myself for granted sometimes that I am feeling bad about it. Time to take pride in it now. :)

Imaginations are true

My mood now is filled with love for jazz. I'm listening to Norah Jones's Don't Know Why. Olivia Ong is also 1 of my favorite. Joanna Wang is another. And there are so many other jazz musicians that I love. Oldies jazz too. :) I wish the world I'm living now is only surrounded by jazz music.. How peaceful that would be. :)

I think I need another holiday. That wouldn't be hard. I only need to fly to my Great Escape. It is a place that welcomes me anytime. It feels like home now & everyone treats me a part of them too. :)

I wanna walk by the beach, enjoy sipping Malibu while lying on the beach getting a tan, look at the beautiful nature & of course... having a good chat with the person who will be bringing me there. :)

I've been thinking about it. I believe that visualizing it will make it come true 1 day. I was imagining that we could talk & we did! Why did you called us back? With the look from your eyes, I think we do have the same thoughts in mind. My instincts just tells me there's something. It has never failed me. I wanna hear from you again.

Fated

The fine ink on your skin.. I love the vibrant colors. Exceptionally cool.

I visualized some bond & we had half of it. Dayummmmmm for the last! It would be the start of something.. ;) What about June? It will be something! :)

Here's the trick.. Just play the game! :)

My heart goes out to you..

So much has been flooding my mind & mixing in my heart. Today, I can finally articulate my thoughts & feelings well. After all the setbacks that came time after time, I am already numb. No big deal now. I have nothing to lose. It is just another lesson for me to learn & this shall be the last. I don't know whether it is me or it is just fate but all that has happened has been good to me. I am so much stronger now. Every time when I have braced up, I feel so much stronger to move on & look forward to greater things ahead of me. New & better things always come right after I am able to see the light in life so I don't have to worry about missing out & all the more this is why I should stand up faster! :)

Now I am wondering what's next. It won't be long. ;)

My mom is the greatest gift that I have in life. The best thing that she gave me is Optimism. When I was in school, I always worry unnecessarily. My mom then asked me why am I always worrying over minor things? I said worrying helps because when I worry about it, the negative worries usually doesn't come true! I was so silly. Hahaha... She then told me not to worry so much because sometimes worrying doesn't make things change so why not look forward to a brighter day & I will see the light soon. From that day onwards, my mom was the one who influenced me to be very optimistic in every thing I face in life. 2 or 3 years back, I have been through the saddest moment of my life & it felt like I was being hit by a bus. The heartbreak & pain felt really terrible that I didn't know what to do in life anymore. That bad. 2 weeks was all I took to stand up again. Thank god for a best friend to be by my side. :)

So what I wanna say here is, my mom is the reason I am living my life happily everyday. Seeing how optimistic she is when she gets hurt is really an inspiring thing that made me became like her. Even when I am feeling down, I do feel positiveness in me when I am brooding about something. It is always before someone could console me & lend me a listening ear, I would have consoled myself first & tell myself what should be done whenever shit happens. I am already really numb. Sad to miss it time & time again so this will be the last. I have learnt a lot through all these & the next time shall be something good. :)

Thank you so much, Mom! I love you & cherish you more than you ever know. I love you , Mom!

Love,

Nina

When cure brings much relieve & happiness

It has been almost a month now & I can't believe I actually dragged it for so long! I was so relieved & happy yesterday that I finally went to seek specialist treatment for my ankle injury. I just wanna heal it once & for all & I'll be all good again! I wanna go for white water rafting when I've fully recover! =D It is saddening to see a swollen ankle still after 3 weeks when there's no improvements at all as day passes.


When I reached the hospital, I am glad that I was given prompt care & direction. My panel clinic doctor was so farneee that she didn't state in the referral letter which specialist doctor that she recommends me to seek. Therefore, I was given the choice to choose which doctor I want. Lol...


I like my orthopedic. He gives me a good sense of comfort that I will be fine very soon under his treatment. After the consultation, I was arranged to do a X-Ray to find out if I have broken any of my ankle bones.

Hello Bones! =D

Both X-Rays are images of my right ankle. The image on the right shows the X-Ray done from the top & TA-DAAA... you can see that my ankle is still swollen. I don't know what to do with the X-Ray so perhaps I can frame it up & hang it in my room. Hahaha... My doctor gave me some medicine to consume & a tube of gel base medicine to apply on my ankle. I applied it yesterday night & guess what!! The first thing I did when I opened my eyes today morning was to look at my foot & the swell has subsided so much! I am feeling so positive now for I know that this treatment that I'm seeking is gonna help me get well soon. :)


I shall be obedient & good these 2 weeks of less walking & standing and soon, I'll be able to enjoy running around , jumping & my usual sports againnn! =D Hip Hip.. HURRAYYYY!

Touched by a dream

Today morning, I dreamt...and I was half awake when I was still dreaming. I haven't have a dream like this for so long that's saddening until it touched my heart. I didn't want to wake up from this dream but, I knew I couldn't enjoy that moment for long because it was time for me to wake up.


She is a woman whom I've never seen with my vision but I believe she has touched me with her 2 hands. I stepped into this huge & well furnished hall with grand interior setting. The first thing I saw was posters hanging on the left side of the hall bearing images of the woman. I knew who she is & I miss her very much. When I walked in further into the hall, I saw that woman in person. I was quite astonished! She was just like an usherer who welcomed us into the hall. I don't know why I didn't go to her but I walked straight into the grand hall instead. When I reached the middle, laying there was a statue. My heart softened when I saw it because after 23 years, I finally felt her real presence for the very first time! That was the moment I felt so surreal & I felt like tearing for that's the best way to express how I felt. Someone hit the lever & the statue slowly went down into the ground where it lay. I just couldn't bear to see it go when I only just saw it there a while ago...


I woke up. I sat up on my bed & ponder for a while. I felt sad first thing in the morning when I woke up today... but that feeling didn't spoil my day. I can't regret why I don't get to meet that woman in real life. I am still feeling emotional when I think about it now. And I wonder why did I dreamt of her today. It feels like there was a reason why. The woman that I am now writing about... is my grandmother. I have never met my father's parents. My mom told me stories of her... and it is a sad story. Now when I chat with my mom, once in a while it links to my grandparents when we are talking about my dad. I am happy enough to know that my grandparents got to see me before they pass away. I was just a few months old baby. At least I brought them joy when they carried me in their arms although I didn't know anything at that moment. I'm sad to say that I have never visit their grave for tomb sweeping. There was once where dad, mom, brother & sister went but I couldn't go & I couldn't remember why. I really wish to do my part as a grandchild & I shall go next year.


Dear grandma , this is how much I miss you so... :( My heart is always with you & grandpa wherever you are...


Please bless me with a speedy recovery soon.. That's 1 of my 2 wishes now.

Quando quando quando ~

Hmmm...MmmMmMmm~ sniffs*

My favourite place to chill out on Sundays is here where now I'm at : Coffee Bean Desa Park City. This is a great place to own a home where it has a relaxing lifestyle ambience with lush greeneries, recreational park, neighbourhood shopping, restaurants, cafe & it gives the American home experience. Some of the houses are built without gate & there's a garage for each family unit to park their cars. I wish I can afford to own a good living environment like this in future. :)


The ohhh soooo nice aroma of coffee is setting my mood on a chirpy note! From the glass windows of Coffee Bean, I can see a group of people doing a PR advertising for Rakuzen restaurant. I think they are just doing some project of their own because there was only a videocam & a mike. Don't look like they are from the media. I wonder are the college students living here having some Mass Comm assignment or what. Last Sunday when I was here, I saw a guy who looked like he's 35 in secondary school uniform! I was like WTH?! Hahahahaha...


I am so tempted for something.. something that I long yearn for & I really need to own it now. I just had this sudden urge, so certain today.


Quando quando quando.. is my biggest wish now. I want to run free again & enjoy the freedom of doing the things I love without worries. 2 more days I'm giving it. With more care that I'm giving & the remedy from my friend's grandfather , please be fine by this week!

Hola ! 2 years have passed & I didn't expect to make a comeback. Yearnings to blog was spoken by the heart. So much took place while I was gone.. The turning point of my life started right after I graduated from university. Life hit me hard with obstacles that I knew will come & the same disappointment again but, from it I finally truly understand myself now. I can see the changes in me & I'm thankful to go through every single happiness & sorrows with people who showed their love & care for me. : )

I had a very hard time reviving this blog because I had zilch memory of my email & password. I tried 1011 times & I finally gave up. HAHAHA! Went to bed but just feel like listening to some songs. Blame it on the club hits that made me hyped up for dancing & booze again! It's really addictive. Despite being disable for 2 weeks now. I finally got a major injury, for the freakinnn 1st time in 10 years of being an athlete. I felt the privilege of being semi-disabled but, also felt how the real disabled people feel when they missed out so much fun of running around freely. I wanna thank those who gave me their words of encouragement & treated me with care (Awwww... ) for I still could feel happy when there was pain. : )

新的不来 ， 旧的不去。谢谢因为有你！I realized this should be the way. Hey hey heyyy! It is April ! I am looking forward to the plans that are coming my way! Soon, its time to celebrate again & another beach trip this month! : )

Hmmm.....

I'm back for a reason... Back to tell you guys that i'm lazy to blog already... My strong interest to blog is gone. Many happy occasions occured while i was M.I.A but i didn't blog em. No time is also one of the reasons.

I know that the reason of this post is so farneee! Anyway... feed you all with some updates. Just a short update...i have just finished my finals. Having a good time relaxing, lazing at home and listening to fine jazz music or other genre of music. I'm using music.yahoo.com. Go check it out...it is a cool website to enjoy good music. I love lazing at home while looking at the beautiful scenery of nature & listening to jazz music. The place that i stay has a nice feeling of serenity where i can see how people go on with their daily life.

Besides indulging in good music, i also spend time with Youtube! Yep...it is a good companion for free souls like me. I fill up my free time by having lotsa good & loud laughs watching Katt Williams & Whose Line Is It Anyway. Zomggg.... I love them!!! Whose line is it anyway is damn brilliant! I wonder do Ryan, Colin & Wayne prepare their scripts for those critical thinking good damn it brilliant jokes. Katt Williams is kinda violent when he speaks that i kinda get scared when i watch too much of his insulting rants. But i still love him for his farnee antics.

I laugh really very very loudly when i watch those video clips. You guys who know me well should know how loud i am. Haha... It's really very farnee & brilliantly said. With all the good music & laughter...i am certainly enjoying my laid back holiday for now.

The other part of my sem break waiting for me will take place in home sweet home. There will be so many people awaiting me to meet them when im back. I'm awaiting the good things in store for me too & i'm gonna do some great stuff back home! :D :D

The best way to update yourself about me is still the phone or the internet. I'm lazy to blog. I can't possibly blog about every happy thing that happen everyday so the best is still KEEP IN TOUCH! I'm always free to hang out so call me peeps! : )

Weeeeeeeeeee~! Happy Holidays to me! :D

Ahhhhhhh Finally!

Yeap...i had a good day!... Good Friday. I slept until 4pm but i did woke up at 10.38am and realised i missed 8am lecture again...(its a normal thing for friday) haha... Then i thought about whether should i go for HRM lecture or not coz the lecture still have 1 more hour to go. I like my HRM lecturer coz she is very dedicated in explaining and her lecture is so good that the knowledge stays in my brain after listening to her. :)

End up...i did not go for lecture coz i rather sleep than go for an hour's class. What have i been up to since Feb 22nd until now? I was soooooo darn busy until i sorta loose my sense of awareness and felt like im senile already. (*very good! thumbs up!). Marketing Research in Practice is the biggest headache for all of us. Staring at the computer and brain freeze, trying to read the journal, searching definitions & thinking how to come up with the hypotheses. I have certainly pushed my mental strength up to a higher level coz i've been going on & on until i finish all my work. At times, my brain just turn blank while thinking hard so i will just look away from the comp for a while and tell myself to stay sane with perseverance. I set limits for the tasks that i need to accomplish before i sleep. If i haven't finish em, i won't hit the sack. Finding journals (and i mean good journals) is the "sweetest" thing and if the journal is about crap, ahhhh...Life is so Sweet! :)

For the past 2 weeks, i've been busy with non-stop study for my mid terms. Mid terms ended in Week 7 of study & the final week was 3 mid terms in a week. This sem i am extra hardworking for mid terms & asgns. After 1 mid term is over, i go home straight, continue to study again and the cycle continued thrice for the 3 back to back tests. It's taxing for the brain & body but it feels good to work hard and reap the rewards later.

Then last week, it was time to do assignments. I did not touch my assignments during mid term coz i cant focus juggling both. Plus, i put more emphasis in mid term and i know assignments can be finished in time with other group mates' cooperation. All of my assignments are group work, unlike other colleges' system. It's also good for Marketing students to work with people and learn how to handle different peoples' way of doing things. Normally i do my assignments with 2 groups of people. I like doing with the bunch of 4 guys coz the way we do assignment is damn steady, start 1 week or days before due date But very efficient in brainstorming and finishing our tasks. No gan cheong gan cheong all. I LIKE! :D Thanks Soon Teck, Caymond, Shi Wei & Juen! You guys always ROCK! :)

So today, my last asgn was handed up & now i left 3 out of 5 presentations. Presentations are like the fruit of labor after all the hard work. Yayyyyy! I can chill for now. Going to enjoy my weekends doing what i do best. Shopping! Life is back to my normal self. I'm so gonna random, hyper & laugh like crazy with my dear gfs. I feel great being with them coz they let me be as random as i want & they are already so used to it. :) I'm looking forward to a superb hang out, chill out & hearty girls talk.

The best thing about my day is i had a good long chat with my cousin, Alvin who lives in Singapore. I have another cousin who is also the same age as Alvin & me, so the 3 of us are the 1988 Dragons. Alvin & I played a lot when we were young & i had great childhood memories with him. He is soooo farneee when he was young. Very playful & humorous. As we grew up, we hardly meet and all of us among the other cousins are busy with our own lives. I really enjoyed my childhood with all of my cousins, both dad & mum's side. Each of them took care & played with me, especially the older ones. It was sooo fun! :D

While chatting with Alvin, i got to know a whole lot things about him. I have missed out so much about his life but its great to hear good updates from him. The best thing is to hear how his character has changed to be a mature & responsible young man. He is now serving the police force for Singapore's compulsory National Service. I guess the stint has made him become who he is now. I was surprised while talking to him coz he is more talkative and has a lot of opinions to share. I got to know that he is random too! Hahaha... I thought im the only random weirdo among my family but now i see some similarities of me in him. Hmmm...very interested to see if he's as random as me coz i haven't really meet a random fella like me before. Looking forward to hang out with cousin in singapore when i go back home! :D

Since we can chat so much now...i hope we can bond again & be close cousins. I love the feeling of being able to talk so much with a person though both parties have not met for a long time & do not feel estrange to each other. Family bond is always the best thing a person can count on. Last year when 1 of my cousin got married, i felt so proud when someone said let's take a picture of all the cousins. I really feel the happiness and bond i have with all of my cousins of different ages. These are the pictures taken during my cousin's wedding in 2007.

Cousins from Mum's side. Too bad my cousin, who is the groom & his sister is not in the picture if not it will be a complete All-Cousins photo. However, i love this picture. :)

Alvin!!

Cheryl... Alvin's sis

Tang Fei... the other cousin who is the same age as Alvin & me

I like this picture a lot. This is the younger generation cousins! :)

Eldest uncle's family :)

Older cousin... eldest aunt's son... Li Yen!

2nd uncle's son... ah hou 'piu kor'

Not forgetting...my dear siblings! Lisa, Michelle, Nina & Eric. Realise that our names are L, M, N, but E? Bro's name should be O... Oliver? Orlando? Oreo? Hahaha. . . .

and most importantly...mum & dad. =)))

OMG! I can't believe time passed soo fast that its 6.10am now but i don't feel tired. Usually my brain will freeze now if im working on my assignments. Well...i'm gonna have a great weekend as my reward for the past few weeks of intense hard work. You guys enjoy your weekend too okay! Have a great day & Take Care my dear friends! :)

Happy Birthday Huan Shong!

Omg... Ahhh finally~ I managed to survive from my gastric pain. =/ All i did was just drank some warm water & the pain has relieved. Thank God for creating water & electronic kettle for me to remedy my pain in a jiffy. :D Goshhh...i hardly fall sick or feel discomfort from pain so when i encounter these problems i will be suffering terribly.

Okay What the Heck??!! The title says "Happy Birthday Huan Shong" but i started it off talking about my gastric pain. Hahaha... Sorry for the randomness. XD Okie Dokie! I'm feeling so much better now to talk. Today is Chan Huan Shong's 21st Birthday!!! :D He is a very sweet & cute friend of mine. Indeed a special friend to me that never fail to make me beam whenever i see him. :)

Huan Shong & me at Kuala Selangor for seafood dinner! This is during Foundation sem 3 2006! :)

The first time i notice Huan Shong was during Foundation in lecture where he will always sit with Caleb. That fella is very quiet & doesn't show any interest to talk or make friends with anyone in the lecture hall. He is always with Caleb, Caleb and Caleb! Haha... Hmmm.... When did we get to know each other? I think it was during Sem 3 of Foundation which is our last semester of Foundation year. Everyone seem to be closer since Foundation is ending soon & some of my friends considered switching uni for degree.

I remember vividly my bunch of good friends & I went to Kuala Selangor for seafood feast & that's when Huan Shong joined in too. We also went to Shin Lu's house for BBQ after our final exam ended. I remember mingling with Huan Shong too. As time passed, we became closer & i got to know that he is a very talkative fella who knows a lot about gadgets, technology, entertainment, cars, economy, etc. Wow! He practically knows a lot of stuff & i like to ask him about new stuff that is a current favourite issue. He can talk about anything so that's why it is always nice chatting with Huan Shong!


One hilarious thing about him is he is very very Blur! Sometimes when the gang talk about something and Huan Shong doesn't understand it, all of us will try so hard to make him understand our point but in the end he still doesn't get it. So, we go to the extend to demonstrate the thing for him to see! Ahahaha! He's really a very cute friend because of his blurness & damn relax laziness when Final exams are approaching. Haha...

Did you realise their position is always the same? Huan Shong is usually at the right

I feel reluctant & can't bear to see my dear friend switch campus this coming May. It's so nice to have him around & i will definitely miss chatting with him while laugh at his blurness. Awwww...really sad to hear that he will be leaving. It's okay...keeping in touch is always the best to catch up with each other! :)

Haha...

Chan Huan Shong!!! I wish the best for you in everything you venture in & stay happy as you are always. Thanks for being my good friend & im really happy to know you better since degree started. I believe that you're able to make your dreams come true so believe in yourself to make them come alive one day yeah! Thanks so much my dear friend!! :)

From the bottom of my deep heart

Right now... i miss a friend of mine very very much. What's more, i know that now he is not feeling happy. He was always the best person to make me laugh last time & i would laugh soooo much until i can't sleep after chatting with him. Haha... Super hilarious & witty guy! I'm really proud to have him as my friend.

Those days talking, laughing & sharing happy times with him was soooo fun & memorable. He is a very special friend that gave me lotsa wonderful friendship memories we shared together. Though we hardly meet, but remembering him makes our friendship close at heart. I really miss him a lot! Though we are far in distance, but close at hearts.

I felt very happy to hear him say that i was the only one who can make him laugh when he was sad the last time i talked to him on the phone. That time, i was really wondering how is he doing so i buzzed him. I like to ring up some friends just to catch up with them & hear how they are doing. It is always a good thing to do for me coz i get to update myself about them & know what's good or not so good going on in their life. To me, friends are very important in my life & i really put them as one of my priority in life. Chatting with him that day made me feel very happy because we still can talk a lot & don't feel estrange despite not chatting with each other for quite a long time. I am very happy for that but was not happy for he was having some problems that time. Now, a great friend of mine who always & never fail to make me laugh is not feeling happy. I really wanna help him feel better & forget the sad stuff. I am infectious of peoples' feelings too. When somebody shares his or her problems with me, i will feel the sadness or happiness like how they feel.

Now i feel concern for my dear friend coz i really hope he can be happy again like the way he always is. Last time when we frequently keep in touch, we would laugh our ass out while chatting with each other & it even made me think about it again at some random times & i would just suddenly giggle or worse, randomly Laugh Out (typical me) when i think about his farnee jokes & stories. He is the best companion to make me laugh & share our daily stories together. We will never run out of topic & there's just so much to share until the wee hours.

Every single friend that has shared fond memories with me will never be forgotten by me no matter if i am still in frequent or less frequent contact with them. I never forget people that give me precious things in life, i always remember them in my heart. On a random note, i miss all of my house maids i had since young. I wonder if they still remember me or not. I treat them really well coz they were my best companion at home. I always can't bear to part with them when they are leaving to go back home. I Miss them so much... Back to my friends, I always put effort to keep in touch & do things to keep the friendship going, but it is hard to get friends that initiate too. Friendship is just like an art of life that needs passion to flourish it.

Now what i really hope to do is to have a good talk with my friend again like those good old days. He was also feeling down when I first got to know him. I am very glad i managed to cheer him up & shared his problems. Ahhhhhhhh...yet another friend in distress & i'm always the counsellor for the victims of love. Haha... I like it when friends find me to pour out their problems & i am always happy to help them sort out their thinking with a way to overcome the problem. It is a sense of satisfaction i feel when i manage to make someone happy. :)

To my dear friend...i really hope you will be optimistic to overcome your sadness & brace up again like your humorous self. I love your crazyass joker character & hope you'll laugh with me again! I miss you so very much... Life has more good things in store for you so, brace up & live it to the fullest! :) Lotsa misses...

ZOMG!!! IM ACTUALLY HERE??!!

Hahahahaha! Miracle man...............i can online at home without modem, router, streamyx or any internet line at home! How smart is that? Ngek ngek ngek... and OMG.....i can even blog here??? Wth?! I'm sooo smart! XD

First...GONG XI FA DA CAI Everybody i know! Let's celebrate the Year of the OX with good health, greater heights in career & studies & of course, abundance of joy through out the year! Happy Happy yo! Listen up all Monkeys! People who are borned in the year of the Monkey will have the best of their lives this Year Of the OX! So i hope my eldest sister & bro-in-law will enjoy a smooth running, wealthy & flourishing year in everything they strive in. Go achieve higher hopes & goals & more $$$ rolling in...KA-CHING!!! :D

Tomorrow i will be eating another reunion dinner with my whole family...this time eldest sis will be around & my bro-in-law too. Then i will be visiting friends & collect red packets on the 3rd day of CNY. This time must go visiting kaw kaw...just wanna be more semangat since we missed it last year. 4th day of CNY, going visiting with my Volleyball teammates! That will be a crazyass outing with the boisterous & mad people! Yeeeee HAAAA!

Hope i will enjoy my CNY hell lot. Now i still haven't feel the excitement coz i haven't really party with my friends. I went out with the gang few days back & it was nice walking around the mall & chilled in Coffee Bean. We also planned a BLAST this coming 11th Feb! Wooohuhuhuhu!~ Ahhhhhhhhh.....that one im already excited for it! I can feel the excitement & how crazy i will be on that day. Weeeeeeee~

Have fun people! Byeeeeee~ :D

You're my Dearest!

I LOVE YOU.............MUM!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Dear Mummy!

I will be seeing you very soon and also in time to have some celebration with you. People say that when it's your mum's birthday, it is also considered as your birthday...maybe because if mums were not borned, we wouldn't be borned.

In short & sweet, my mum is really a goddess mum coz she hardly flare her temper when her kids are sometimes...morons & dad is the biggest moron. Haha... I have to say that my childhood is very memorable & happy because of my family upbringing. My parents are a pair of hard & easy combo so i learn things the hard & easy way which makes me understand life in dual perspectives. It's an intangible thing to explain about all this but im very glad my dad taught me the way of life the way he taught me & my mum for being so supportive of me in Everything i do eventhough i always stand firm on my decisions & just daringly go all out to follow my dreams.

Everyone likes my mum...such as my friends. Haha... My mum has some of my close friends' number & she still can remember their names, where they stay (learnt from being my chauffeur) & some other stuff about them. My mum always tell me to be nice to everybody i meet no matter how bad they are and cherish my friends. I guess that is why i prioritise my friends alot & " I LOVE MY FRIENDS!".

Okay...i gotta end now. My chauffeur is already downstairs waiting for me. I'm going back home. I will be M.I.A for a while so call me to reach me yeah! Happy Holidays to all my Cina friends! XD Hugsssssss*

YAY! I Got It!

Finally what's said is done. I'm a person who "walk the talk" and i always make it a point to go all out to achieve everything that i want to succeed in. That is why i like to plan ahead for a better future & plan what i should do to be better off in anything i want.

Today, i was walking back home after class and i thought 'ohhh...my clothes is at the laundry shop', so i went to collect it. Then something striked my mind...hmmm, i ought to go enquire about the plan that i have been wanting to start doing. Since i have lotsa free time, i wandered around searching for my plan starter. I went to a few & in the end i got one! The rest are still in pending status while waiting for them to send & review my application. I'm really happy i got 1 as my stepping stone and i will start working on my plan after the CNY holidays.

I will definitely be more busy after CNY despite having assignments, tests & this new plan in store for me. I must manage my time well & have perserverance to stay in the course. I do feel afraid i might not be able to handle the workload but i think i can balance up my time. In fact my time is not fully utilised to do beneficial things. If i cut down my leisure & idling time im sure i will be fully utilising my time well for both serious stuff & time to be spent with my friends & my own free time. Enjoying is always my forte so we all should live life to the fullest.

Bottomline for today is im really happy for i will begin working on something good for me & it will be very meaningful as time goes by. All i know is i gotta start gearing up for my future. With this plan, i can start working on other plans too! That's the best part of this primary plan.

Okay...i have been wanting to say this randomly when i started to blog just now. I TELL UUUU.... i haven't pack my luggage & im going back home tomorrow. I have a 8am class later & after class i have 2 assignments discussion. Alamakkk...time not enough. I still have some house chores to do here & im so gonna rush tomorrow. Ahhhhhhhhhh! Just remembered i must pay my uni fees tomorrow! Very good...

I'll be M.I.A again so this is my update for u all till now. I am looking forward to see all my dear babes & party madness with them again. We all should really have a great catch up & revive back our madness. I want to have a nice chill out & chat session with a few of my friends that i always enjoy talking our hearts out together. So...Take Care peeps & have a wonderful Chinese New Year this year of the Ox. Bye bye~ :)

I'm happy today.

I went to the city & met up with friends that i made when i worked during my 3 months break. It's nice to go back to a place that you're very familiar with & have made many friends there. Low Yat was like my second home during my 3 months break & its nice to know people from Ground floor up to fourth floor.

I had tea with Gerry, Vincent & Hooi Yam after i got my laptop & mobile phone stuff done. The Low Yat dudes are very nice people if you know them. The way Hooi Yam speaks Chinese is like how Hongkies speak them. His accent is so farnee coz the Cantonese mixture is so strong. Chin Keat is also another farnee one. Haha... Thinking back when i haven't know them, i doubt that i will be friends with them coz they seem nasty to me. Haha... In the end, i really became friends with the bunch of people & they are really nice to me. I have to say that they are very steady people towards friends. Those good old working days are really happy memories & im really glad to know all of them.

Gerry! very nice friend... :)

Not forgetting Alvin who helped me with my laptop & i'm happy to see Ewe Jin too! :) He said "Hey Elyseeeeee!" when i appeared in front of him. Ahhh....its been a while since i last hear someone holler that name. Good to hear a big shoutout from you.

Alvin! :)

Really looking forward to catch up more with the whole gang just like the good old times we had. They will bring me to have good food after work & just chill around. I really hope that better things are in store for you guys in whatever future plans that you guys take & i wish the best for u all! Everything will change for the better yeah!

Take Care always & till then, we will meet again! :D

Finally i decided to blog something...

Yeah...this time you see a new post! I did blog about some incidents that happened in November but i figured out that it isn't necessary to post em' since it's just some thoughts.

I have nothing special to blog now but i'll just summarise what took place while i was M.I.A. The main reason i would like to blog now is because i will be M.I.A for even longer coz i'm goin back JB today! It's 3.42am & im still not asleep yet coz i just finished my bath. LOL! Lazed the whole day at home watching Twilight & My Best Friend's Friend. I was very tired but i spent my whole day staring at my laptop. Twilight is niceeeee~ I love the fantasy it creates that makes me wanna fall head over heels in love blindly & daringly with a vampire. Cool. We already have Beauty & the Beast, The Princess & the frog (goshhh...izit called that way?) which also have a "weirdo" as the male lover. But i don't know why everyone is going gaga over Edward Cullen? I don't. How come? Yeah...i like Edward's suaveness & superhero character but don't know why i just won't go until the extend to idolise him or 'Nate' from Gossip Girls. Hmmm...

Just a lil update about what i've done in November, my classmates & i went to Hulu Langat, "The Look Out Point" to have dinner together before our finals start. Hahaha...i think the idea started because of me coz i was chatting with my classmate & then i said let's go out & have fun. Then we came up with this plan & Yeeeeeeeeeeee Haaaaaaaa! My wish came true that i got to fulfill it with my classmates. Ngek ngek ngek...i always have loadsssss of idea of where to hang out, eat, chill or party but all these plans can only be executed when a bunch of people are steady enough to "ON" it with me. Haha... I love my classmates...I'm gonna brew up more plans and make them go to the places that i wish to go. AHAHAHA! I'm killing 2 birds with 1 smart brain. ;P

Ok so now my finals have ended & im really looking forward to what's in store for me at home! I have loads of plans but randomly, i feel like becoming the Queen now & let the rest organise everything for me...even transport. Haha... I guess i felt that way because i won't get to drive the car around when im back home. Man...........it's gonna be troublesome! Usually im the one who fetches & drives the girls back home & now im gonna be a dependent girl? I feel restricted & awkward asking people to fetch me here & there coz i always drive Mum's car to wherever i go. Plus, now that my eldest sister is married & living in her own nest, the alternative car is goneeeee! Oh Mannnnnnnnnnnnn...............now it's only Dad's car around. Nono...i'll feel super bad & Super Queen if i drive Dad's car out coz there won't be any car at home then. Yikes........ My parents bought my second sis a car so that's why Mum drove up her car for sis to use for her new job while waiting for the new car to arrive. I doubt the car will arrive before my sem break ends. No matter what...my helluva fun plans will still GO ON!! Yeeeeeee Haaaaaaaaaa!~ Well......I do have chauffeurs. Haha...

Now...what will i be up to back home? First up, i will usually text some special people to let them know that im back home! :) There are quite a handful of people waiting for me to go home. Ok...now i felt a bit like a Queen. Haha... Then, i'll wait for job calls to notify me about any work. I wanna work this time round during this sem break coz i might be free during weekdays. However, my weekly schedule will be occupied by Volleyball training. Hmmm mmm hmmmmm....im wondering how's the situation for my team? My teammates are waiting for me to go back for training with them. I hope all of us can easily blend in the teamspirit & i think that it won't be a problem for me coz i always get along well with anyone i play in a team with. Felt kinda bad i can't join them for training coz im in KL & they have to train without their 'setter'. I must get my ass back & strut out my skills again for the coming JB Open. I ain't got anything to lose or fear so i'll just play my game in the court & enjoy it! :)

Wohkay! Then its Christmas plans!...Maybe having a nice dinner at cousin's house during eve in Singapore & just hang out at a nice place with my dear girlfriends on Christmas Day! I thought of hotel buffet or somewhere nice but i have to check it out in order to create a plan for the girls when im back. I wanna wear my reindeer hairband & walk around town. HAHAHA...i haven't get to wear that ever since i bought that many Christmas ago?! Oh yeah! Wanna tell you guys that the decorations in Mid Valley is really niceee & it really spreads the feeling of joy & love of Christmas. There are gazebos occupying the whole South & North Court where all of the shops will make their promotions outside the gazebos. The atmosphere is really boisterous & i felt like i was in a lil wonderland for a while. :) Sunway Pyramid's super tall red Christmas is niceeeeeeee too! Made of long strands of lil red lights. Beautiful. Pavillion's huge white Christmas tree failed though. Haha...

Besides all these sure-to-do plans, i will defnitely be forking out my time for my dear family & friends! I should be a good girl this time to stay home when i should to spend time with my family. I admit im so busy going out most of the time when im back with my plans & hardly heat my butt at home but i really feel bad of not staying at home more when i reminisce back home when Mum starts to call asking me whether am i having dinner at home or not. My mum is really good & understanding to me since young & my parents are really cool to give me all the freedom that i want since young. I guess because of that upbringing, im an independent person...and i like it.

Usually when i start to take out my green RL lugagge, the feeling of excitement to go home will fill my heart. But this time i don't really feel it. I'm really looking forward to my plans when im back home but i don't feel the excitement now. Well.........my randomness has not ERUPT yet! Ahahaha! I know i will have helluva fun & end up can't bear to leave JB againnnnnnn. Yayyyyy...i'm going back home today! I'm gonna meet the people that have been waiting for me to go home & i'll get to meet those that i yearn to see for soo longggggg. I'm going back home! Da Jie!! I'm going back homeeeeee! This is what i've been waiting for after you got married. You made me miss home everyday here while counting down the missing home days.

Alrighty...i shall catch some sleep now. It's already 5am. I have to wake up earlier to do my last packing & catch breakfast with my twinnie, Steph. Till then, i hope to update you guys about my fun fun fun in JB! Take Care always my dear friends & have a great holiday yeah! :)

Huah Rong's Birthday blast! :D

Weeeeeeeeee~ Lalala! See i told ya...yet another blast! WoOhOoOOOOo~ I just love dressing up & make-up to meet my girls for a great night out, chilling, chatting & partaying all night long! ("All night long....night.....all nightttt.....All night longgggg"~)

I had a test in the morning on Huah Rong's birthday, 15th November. I was looking forward to night time coz its gonna be partay! Mingled at home & prepared my stuff and soon it was time to head down to the city! I went to the hotel that Huah Rong booked to make-up & dress up before meeting my girls. Takkan you want me to wear nice nice with the full make-up on & take the public transport right? That will be so Pussy Cat Doll on-board! LOL~ I also felt scared to do that so i rather go the extra mile for my safety. I feel so uncomfortable when people kept looking at me that's why i hate the bus rides. Yishhhh...

Camwhore camwhore sikit...

Voila! I'm done & ready to partay all night longggg!

:)

Hmmmph....

Ahhhhh~ I reached the hotel at 6.30 so i had ample time to doll myself up. After my make-up is done & i put on my outfit, i felt like its the scene we always see in movies where the actress prepare herself for a great night to come. I know i am always so good in imagining beyond things...hahaha. So when im done i left the hotel & waited for a cab outside the hotel entrance. Oh my GOD! I felt sooo insecure wearing like that standing along Jln Alor. I thinked how to get a cab so i thought...i will not get one if i stood there. So i walked to the main road & i had to walk pass a dark alley. Heck care...i gotta walk there to get a cab so i lifted my steps quickly & thank God a cab came by when i reached the main road. It was hard to walk with big steps coz my skirt is a satin pencil skirt which the gap in between my knees is narrow. Walk, get in the car & sit exceptionally polite that day. :)

When i reached Pavillion, i went to check out AX. Ngek ngek ngek...i damn bad coz the girls were in the restaurant d. It's a compulsory activity ma. My GOD!!! I wished i am filthy rich so that i can just grab the items i like & carry them to the cashier. Wahaha! Bloody...1k can only buy 2 items i like. Then cannot slowly look around the shop d so i went up to TGI Friday to meet my precious girls! :)

I tell uuuuu! I was darn super hyper when i met them. My M-16 just can't stop rapping all the excitement i felt at AX, plus seeing all of my babes again added to the hyper + randomness. I was so hyper la that day...You gotta see it to believe it. Haha... It's been such a longggg time since i last went to Friday's. I always eat there when i was young & my mum would always
buy some kind of hard pistachio cookie whenever we dine there. During the dinner, we had lotsa laughter, non-stop blah blah blah & bottomline is i was so hyper la. Huah Rong celebrated her birthday there & Friday's ritual is to celebrate their customers' big day with them! Pictures will narrate to you the happy moments that happened that night! :)

Omg i tell u ahhhhh.....Hyper effect no.1

Awwww!~ I just LURVEEEEEE taking pics with her!! We always take nice pics together...

my WoMaNNNNN! Lee Wan Lin...love u kaw kaw!

After everyone had their fill, it was then time to bring in the cake & put the birthday girl in the limelight! Hehehe... The ritual says the birthday girl must stand on the chair!

Then the crew requested Huah Rong to sing us a song...Come! Come! Sing with me...

Laughter & applauses made the atmosphere so merry! Phewww wittt!

Paparazzis in action!

The crew did their cheer which i don't understand what they were chanting away & the next minute was...they gave Huah Rong a loud cheer by her ears! Ahhhhh!

a picture with the crew...(check out how the waitress pose weih...Classic!)

Huah Rong the Birthday gal! :)

Ahhhhh~ My volleyball teammate since Form 1...Thank you so much for the wonderful precious memories! We went through thick & thin...those days were fantastic! Really proud of our frendship... :)

Ohhh? A kiss from the birthday girl

I'll smack you hard with a big juicy kiss too...Huah Rong's face is so cute...compliments the pic!

This one also cute...lazy peace sign? Haha...

Wei Ling, Huah Rong, Pei Man & Me

I love Pepper!!! ???
Wan Hui dear!! Love u love u love u! :P

She has lotsa goofy pics that day...Helloo~ I'm Miss Tan...and. . . . .

SPEECHLESS. . . . It's just so scary

Jaws 5?

Let's take a break & here's an ad for you to enjoy...Inspired by Royal Gold. XD

Hit' em with style

pick a stick

Light it up & savour the puff~

Lady with style... XD
Pose pose sikit... XD

I choose Royal Gold...What about you? XD XD

Juivy saw me hitting the tissue pack which inspired us to act out this ad. Haha... We are damn posers la but it was fun laughing at our silly antics. More farneeee pics to come...

Acted out of randomness...the chocolate plate of the cake

Awwww~ My dear Giap Chi... :)

random girl

Mann & Wei Ling

Mannn!...my special friend since primary! Lovessss! Can you believe our "simon sim" thing still goes on today? Hahaha...

Vennaaaa!

Hey! I bumped into Xia Xue & acted hot with her...XD
Her forte is Lick it!

Ahaha...Charles so cute randomly came in & posed a big hug

Ok now...shoo! Only girls allowed...Hahaha....

my hair looked shorter all of a sudden...i like it though :)

Sin Yee always stick our heads close together...I Miss You girl...Hope we'll be meeting up again soon! :D

I love the Sunway gang! :)
Girls night out! :D

I only let those wearing red to stand at the back with me...Hahaha...It was sheer telepathy the 6 of us wore red. No pakat pakat one okeh...

WoOhOoOOoOoOO~We had a great time in Friday's & took many pics. Good food, good laughter, good company then what's next? Of coz its great partay & Dance! :D We left Pavilion after dinner & decided to go Quattro but half way during the journey the girls called & said change plan to Sky Bar instead. We passed by Quattro & it was so packed that night. I really wanted to check out Quattro but we'll go there next time. Then some of the girls were already at Sky Bar & there was barely space to stand! Yikes...potong stim la the places we wanna go all packed. So we thought maybe go 7 8 9 pub but ahhhhhh! Luckily the girls managed to get a place in Sky Bar! Yeeeee Haaaaaaaaaa! Chun Chun! So we headed to Sky Bar! :D

Fuiyohhhhhhhh! When i reached there these girls were already sweaty & all hyped up

Check out my bouncy hair...Juivy semangat bersungguh-sungguh sehhh!
The desperado for clubbing finally unleashed her desires... XD

Errrr? Damn semangat right... I haven't even warm up leh..

WoOoOoOOOOMeNsSsSsSSSS! A bar is to sit down, chill & have a good chat right? What you people did there?? We BROUGHT THE HOUSE DOWN MANNNNN! Ahaha~ We turned Sky Bar into Sky Club...ehh no bad also...maybe they should extend another level up to make it Sky Club...huhuhu ;P

Ok now...this is so candid! When Wan Lin showed me this with her demo it's so farneee...It looks like Me: "Ahhhhhhh! 1011 won 1st prize ah?? 10 Million prize??!!

Huah Rong: "Ehhh...veh got? Me: "Alamakkk...yea la...veh got dey?"

Ahhhhhhh! This one is the highlight our all our pictures. Limelight =Venna Chong! When Wan Lin told me this i really think its sooo farneee! I just love candid shots coz the coincidence can create hilarious moments. I even made up a story about it which i think Venna will kenakan me when she hears it. Haha...Muke stim 1

Muke stim 2

Muke damn stim 3Muke over stim 4

Venna made a farneee comment about this picture... i Laugh lorrr...

This one damn farneee... Venna suddenly tak muke stim d & Juivy seems like she dropped her tray while sending the drinks over

Yeah! My Dear Babes & I...(i noticed that Wan Lin posed the same way like our "Act cute family photo in PD & Pei Man's pattern resembles Xia Xue in this picture)

Venna & Juivy's look damn cute

Yeah! Everyone's having fun! :)

Look at my farnee face...Intoxicated by the music

my friends went wild...and they throw themselves to me. LOL!

OK! Now for some decent photos... XD

Wan Hui! Wan Hui! Wan Hui! :)

Huahhhhh Rongggggg! :DSin Yee always look so sweet :)

love your curls

nice picture of me & Venna! :)

Mann: "Lee!! What happen to me ahh? Me: Zomg?! Holy Cow!

@Sky Bar with the scenic view of the Twin Towers

Hui Zhen & 11th October... my Twin Cindi! :D

some random guy who just popped into the picture

i don't know when i did this randomly too

look at my happy face...Weeeeeeee!~ We had helluva fun! :D

When we left the bar, the fun still persists at the entrance where we had our own "yer yer photoshoots". AHAHA! Check this out. . . . .

we like this Moet Chandon ad... G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S ehhhhh~ Love her bloody red dress.

haizzz...just look at my poser friend! Poser friend 1

Poser friend 2

they are my hot babes girlfriends...damn honoured they are MINE!
poser myself...hahaha!
Yeap! That's what every girl should be :)

After enough of being a poser, we left together. Taking pictures in the lift is one of our favorite poser acts. Hahaha... A bunch of people wanted to come in the lift but we were so vain that we took our shot only let them come in.

My darlings

red vicious ladies

The 4 of us Huah Rong, Juivy, Pei Man & Me went back to the hotel. The fun did not end yet. Got me around...where got so fast hit the sack? We took a rest, bathed & went down to the famous Jln Alor street for supper. :)

candid shots that Juivy took...We looked like we're gonna make love...Wtf?! XD

i like this one...didn't know Juivy secretly took this until i saw it

i like this one too! Can add somemore effect...i should hold a cigarette with my left hand... Damsel in distress??? I know i imagine a lot...Haha

We had our gossip session in the room & it's good to hear some updates. We went down for supper at 5.30am. Hahaha... Came back & i still refuse to tuck into bed. I just love mingling with my girls & spend all our quality time chatting. I really had a blast on Huah Rong's birthday...thanks to my extreme hyperness & random antics. I feel so happy when im with my dear girls coz i can act, talk & do whatever i want without caring about my self-image. All of us are soo close that we know each others' "patterns" super well enough. Hahaha...This is our close knitted bond that i love about my clique. I was delighted to see my gang again...It is Always good to get together & chill out. I Love my Babes to da MAXXXXX! :D I guess the next blast will be anytime soon in Dec or during Christmas! :D I'm really looking forward to Dec & Christmas coz there will be lotssssssaaaa good stuff in store for me. I wanna go home toooo! :) Till then...i'll update you guys again! Hugssssssssss* :D