When cure brings much relieve & happiness

It has been almost a month now & I can't believe I actually dragged it for so long! I was so relieved & happy yesterday that I finally went to seek specialist treatment for my ankle injury. I just wanna heal it once & for all & I'll be all good again! I wanna go for white water rafting when I've fully recover! =D It is saddening to see a swollen ankle still after 3 weeks when there's no improvements at all as day passes.


When I reached the hospital, I am glad that I was given prompt care & direction. My panel clinic doctor was so farneee that she didn't state in the referral letter which specialist doctor that she recommends me to seek. Therefore, I was given the choice to choose which doctor I want. Lol...


I like my orthopedic. He gives me a good sense of comfort that I will be fine very soon under his treatment. After the consultation, I was arranged to do a X-Ray to find out if I have broken any of my ankle bones.

Hello Bones! =D

Both X-Rays are images of my right ankle. The image on the right shows the X-Ray done from the top & TA-DAAA... you can see that my ankle is still swollen. I don't know what to do with the X-Ray so perhaps I can frame it up & hang it in my room. Hahaha... My doctor gave me some medicine to consume & a tube of gel base medicine to apply on my ankle. I applied it yesterday night & guess what!! The first thing I did when I opened my eyes today morning was to look at my foot & the swell has subsided so much! I am feeling so positive now for I know that this treatment that I'm seeking is gonna help me get well soon. :)


I shall be obedient & good these 2 weeks of less walking & standing and soon, I'll be able to enjoy running around , jumping & my usual sports againnn! =D Hip Hip.. HURRAYYYY!

Touched by a dream

Today morning, I dreamt...and I was half awake when I was still dreaming. I haven't have a dream like this for so long that's saddening until it touched my heart. I didn't want to wake up from this dream but, I knew I couldn't enjoy that moment for long because it was time for me to wake up.


She is a woman whom I've never seen with my vision but I believe she has touched me with her 2 hands. I stepped into this huge & well furnished hall with grand interior setting. The first thing I saw was posters hanging on the left side of the hall bearing images of the woman. I knew who she is & I miss her very much. When I walked in further into the hall, I saw that woman in person. I was quite astonished! She was just like an usherer who welcomed us into the hall. I don't know why I didn't go to her but I walked straight into the grand hall instead. When I reached the middle, laying there was a statue. My heart softened when I saw it because after 23 years, I finally felt her real presence for the very first time! That was the moment I felt so surreal & I felt like tearing for that's the best way to express how I felt. Someone hit the lever & the statue slowly went down into the ground where it lay. I just couldn't bear to see it go when I only just saw it there a while ago...


I woke up. I sat up on my bed & ponder for a while. I felt sad first thing in the morning when I woke up today... but that feeling didn't spoil my day. I can't regret why I don't get to meet that woman in real life. I am still feeling emotional when I think about it now. And I wonder why did I dreamt of her today. It feels like there was a reason why. The woman that I am now writing about... is my grandmother. I have never met my father's parents. My mom told me stories of her... and it is a sad story. Now when I chat with my mom, once in a while it links to my grandparents when we are talking about my dad. I am happy enough to know that my grandparents got to see me before they pass away. I was just a few months old baby. At least I brought them joy when they carried me in their arms although I didn't know anything at that moment. I'm sad to say that I have never visit their grave for tomb sweeping. There was once where dad, mom, brother & sister went but I couldn't go & I couldn't remember why. I really wish to do my part as a grandchild & I shall go next year.


Dear grandma , this is how much I miss you so... :( My heart is always with you & grandpa wherever you are...


Please bless me with a speedy recovery soon.. That's 1 of my 2 wishes now.

Quando quando quando ~

Hmmm...MmmMmMmm~ sniffs*

My favourite place to chill out on Sundays is here where now I'm at : Coffee Bean Desa Park City. This is a great place to own a home where it has a relaxing lifestyle ambience with lush greeneries, recreational park, neighbourhood shopping, restaurants, cafe & it gives the American home experience. Some of the houses are built without gate & there's a garage for each family unit to park their cars. I wish I can afford to own a good living environment like this in future. :)


The ohhh soooo nice aroma of coffee is setting my mood on a chirpy note! From the glass windows of Coffee Bean, I can see a group of people doing a PR advertising for Rakuzen restaurant. I think they are just doing some project of their own because there was only a videocam & a mike. Don't look like they are from the media. I wonder are the college students living here having some Mass Comm assignment or what. Last Sunday when I was here, I saw a guy who looked like he's 35 in secondary school uniform! I was like WTH?! Hahahahaha...


I am so tempted for something.. something that I long yearn for & I really need to own it now. I just had this sudden urge, so certain today.


Quando quando quando.. is my biggest wish now. I want to run free again & enjoy the freedom of doing the things I love without worries. 2 more days I'm giving it. With more care that I'm giving & the remedy from my friend's grandfather , please be fine by this week!

Hola ! 2 years have passed & I didn't expect to make a comeback. Yearnings to blog was spoken by the heart. So much took place while I was gone.. The turning point of my life started right after I graduated from university. Life hit me hard with obstacles that I knew will come & the same disappointment again but, from it I finally truly understand myself now. I can see the changes in me & I'm thankful to go through every single happiness & sorrows with people who showed their love & care for me. : )

I had a very hard time reviving this blog because I had zilch memory of my email & password. I tried 1011 times & I finally gave up. HAHAHA! Went to bed but just feel like listening to some songs. Blame it on the club hits that made me hyped up for dancing & booze again! It's really addictive. Despite being disable for 2 weeks now. I finally got a major injury, for the freakinnn 1st time in 10 years of being an athlete. I felt the privilege of being semi-disabled but, also felt how the real disabled people feel when they missed out so much fun of running around freely. I wanna thank those who gave me their words of encouragement & treated me with care (Awwww... ) for I still could feel happy when there was pain. : )

新的不来 ， 旧的不去。谢谢因为有你！I realized this should be the way. Hey hey heyyy! It is April ! I am looking forward to the plans that are coming my way! Soon, its time to celebrate again & another beach trip this month! : )